sweet sweet summer

i havent written in so long but this summer is so sweet and toxic and wonderfully fucked up it would be a crime not to capture in it poetry and run on scentences.

last night i danced around in a victorias seceret bikini and laughed. and laughed. and laughed. and when the night got too heavy and sleep took me over i dreamt of the way your omelets tasted two weeks ago when you cooked them just for me. this morning brought floppy microwave pancakes and a stupid fight with my brown haired boyfriend in the Wendys parking lot. i hung up on you and swore i woulndt call back but my fingers had a mind of thier own and i texted you for the next two hours. my fingers are a slave to my heart and my heart is a slave to you. but you know that by now. soon i will be meeting you for greek food and sweating my ass off in this peace sign baseball cap but it will be worth it when you kiss me on the forehead and tell me all is forgiven. by friday we will be on a plane to the city i will call my home one day and i can't wait to see the way the lights of times square reflect in your eyes. I can't wait to hold your hand and skip down the streets of New York. can't wait to eat ungodly hot dogs and steaming pad thai. can't wait to kiss you on the subway. i wish i could say you were as excited as me but the truth is you're not- now its your turn to be seduced by the big apple.

summer has turned my pasty skin into a golden brown. i've replaced shiney lip gloss with cherry flavored chapstick. it doesnt smear when i plant a big one on you after you catch a cicada or canon ball into the pool out back. my once blonde hair is even blonder. it shines in the Ohio sun and whips into my eyes when we cruise down the street with the windows down. now that its summer again you say my eyes are blue instead of grey.
i think your wrong
i think they were blue all along. <3